god himself has come to deli
ver me from this hell that i'm trapped in and cannot
leave i have no body left i have no fingers or elbows or
toes or feet or tongues or eyes or noses or ears or hairs or bloods
or lungs or hearts or spleens or kidneys or anuses or kneecaps or bo
nes or fingernails or skins or cervixes
or testicles or chests or spines or bladders or uvulas o
r stomachs or livers or shins or bellybuttons or knuckles i
have no meat cartilage or bone i am sinew and
nothing more

i am writhing. gurgling.
please don't look

the things that are here used to be different, but now they are this

for a while, i was unsure if i wanted to change them

because it is a good thing to keep old art around, because it doesn't matter if what i wrote was

embarrassing.

but i feel now that art is ephemeral and not everything is made to stick around.

this isn't a shitpost. this isn't a joke. this isn't an edgy cry for attention. this just is, please let it just "is"

but i have left the previous line as it was, because it is still true.